The tense is here and I am running out of time.
The clock is pointing at 4.00 p.m. I have few hours more while waiting for breaking fast. I cannot focus on my works. It just too distracting.
Sometimes, without any reason, my mind would pop up about the future, current, and past.
Yeah past is past and history. It would just be my story.
However, current and future are two different things compare to past.
What ever in the past might will reflects the current and the future, but there is nothing you can do about it. The thing that you can do is about you current things before it turns to the past.
Yeah, I am pretty worry of my own future...
Am I doing good? Am I on the right track? Will me getting a better future for me self? What will it be like in the future?
I am trying my best here. I am doing my best here. But what is the thing that is still missing?
Well, in my absolution, I just need Victory.
Yes, Victory. That is the word and the thing I have been looking for this while.
Have you tasted Victory? Its sweet, flavourful, mouth watering and too good to let it go. You do know how it feel likes to taste victory.
-And everyone hates losing. Who like losing anyway? Do you want to be a loser? No one does!
I do not want to be perfect. I just want to be excellent.
"You reach for the stars. Then in case you do not reach em, You will still get to see the outer space. Go go go astronauts", quoted from Odie Abdul.
These words really stuck in my head since long time ago.
Yeah I can go nuts! In fact I am a nuts in chasing my dreams. Giving up just not my way.
When I said you need to shut up and listen to me, you really need to zip your mouth and lean your ears. That is how it works with me.
--- but this never happen to anyone. Just a metaphor. :)
I want Victory in every single thing out there.
Reaching For the Stars!